Antonio

OMG......It was lonely, scary, very freaking dangerous. I was just a shell of the person I used to be. My twisted way of thinking had me believing I had EVERYTHING under control....NOT!!

I became invisible to the most important people to me, my brothers & mom. I allowed my medical health take a back seat. My mental health was going downhill fast.

I was spending money on that crap rather than paying my bills, etc. I messed myself up financially. The list goes on and on.

Dear God now.....I feel all my emotions and I'm not afraid to show them. I am the big brother & son that I should have been. More outgoing, funny, loving & living life to the fullest. Very active in service work in the Fellowship.