Recovery, in their own words

April Archives

Recovery stories from people whose sobriety date falls in April — real accounts shared to remind anyone still struggling that they are not alone.

Stacey Hill 37 4 / 3 / 2018
Age 37Since 04 / 03 / 2018

Stacey Hill

I was going to die one of two ways, the drugs were going to kill me or I was going to kill myself.... I didn't want to live that way anymore!

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Kristin S 45 4 / 4 / 2008
Age 45Since 04 / 04 / 2008

Kristin S

It was toxic chaos and irresponsible behavior... it was full of anger, despair, self loathing, half assed attempts and an occasional really good day or time thrown in... It was dark and lone...

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Carli 33 3 / 32 / 2015
Age 33Since 04 / 01 / 2015

Carli

Taking up to 25 to 30 pills a day. Spending every dollar I had on my addiction instead of on my little boy. Going through withdrawals on a daily basis and constantly drinking alcohol until I...

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David Emenheiser 39 4 / 21 / 2014
Age 39Since 04 / 21 / 2014

David Emenheiser

4 years ago from today I left my family and kids and decided I was gonna get so high my hope was that I wouldn't wake up and I would finally free all my loved ones from the chaos I had cause...

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Stacey 33 4 / 28 / 2015
Age 33Since 04 / 28 / 2015

Stacey

I was raised to succeed in life. I was given every opportunity one could hope for! I grew up in private school and had a supportive present family. The disease of addiction doesn’t care how...

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Jaclyn 24 4 / 7 / 2016
Age 24Since 04 / 07 / 2016

Jaclyn

I struggled for a long time trying to find my place in this world but I finally feel like I am exactly where I'm supposed to be. This journey has been filled with many ups and downs but ever...

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Mike Hansen 40 4 / 27 / 2012
Age 40Since 04 / 27 / 2012

Mike Hansen

Isolated, lies, hiding, sad, bankrupt, divorce, hospitalization, leaves of absence = unemployable.

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Paul 51 4 / 23 / 2012
Age 51Since 04 / 23 / 2012

Paul

It was like a living hell, I was drunk every night.

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Jonathan 32 4 / 22 / 2017
Age 32Since 04 / 22 / 2017

Jonathan

Life is full of obstacles. When dealt with a certain hand, it can be easy to want to fold right away. Struggling with health for years had me pretty depressed.

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Matt 34 4 / 11 / 2008
Age 34Since 04 / 11 / 2008

Matt

Pitiful and incomprehensible demoralization

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